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Idiot Box

by Sophia Louise

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1.
TV 05:55
Make fun of my hair And call me not quite worth it Take in what I wear If only I were perfect And then you wish that you could find A girl who wasn't stupid Cause all the pretty ones are dumb This skirt was supposed To make you kinda want me But she seems real nice I can't deny she's pretty I drink my drink and now I'm scared Of what my mouth is saying And wish that I could fix my hair Maybe tonight I'll sleep Maybe tonight I'll cry Maybe tonight I'll quit asking myself why If the TV is on then I sometimes can get to sleep The night always makes me feel lame It's harder to forget my brain Oh oh Take care of your lies They're all that you have left now That time that you said The thing about the stuff oh What do you think of how I smile Can you tell what's behind it And did you like it for a while Maybe tonight I'll sleep Maybe tonight I'll cry Maybe tonight I'll quit asking myself why If the TV is on then I sometimes can get to sleep The night always makes me feel lame It's harder to forget my brain Oh oh I think if I think Another thought I'll say it Don't you ever think?
2.
Try or Lie 04:05
My number's out of service Leave a note under the door I'll get back to you if I wake up today I try to find religion But it all sounds dumb to me Might be cool with it but I'm too tired to see I walked by where you work today I felt my stomach drop I wish that I could make it go away This feeling like I died that way The more I live life The more I fail Each year goes by and takes me from myself The more I fail then The more I see You never win, there's no prize The best that you can do is try My bed feels like my whole world now I think I'll never leave I've got cereal and all the new TV Cause when I venture outside It's an empty gaping hole A never ending sea of people in the cold And even when I sleep now I am haunted in my dreams The thought that I am only what I seem Won't go away It stays and stays The more I live life The more I fail Each year goes by and takes me from myself The more I fail then The more I see You never win, there's no prize The best that you can do is try But what if I made the most terrible mistake By letting go of who I was just to find you Or what if I'm all wrong And if only I was strong I'd get you and then myself back in the process The truth is though I'll never know The more I live life The more I fail Each year goes by and takes me from myself The more I fail then The more I see You never win, there's no prize The best that you can do is lie
3.
The Drain 04:27
This pack is out, I shouldn't buy a new one You always said one day I'd lose control There's a deli down the street Where all the local losers meet I think I'll put on your old t-shirt and go there I cut my hair a way you wouldn't like it I hate it too but there's the price of spite I haven't slept in days I keep finding different ways To stay awake so I can dream about you You are the drain inside of me The nighttime isn't mine, I'm just a stranger there The screaming girls and fun time boys abound In the bars and in the cabs Everyone's just making stabs Bleeding out all of the people there around them You are the drain inside of me I threw out all my clothes that I used to wear I hang out with losers, I try hard to laugh Don't call me, I hate you, I love you, you know I can't even sleep now, I can't even dream Cause my dreams are yours they don't belong to me no You stole all of the sleep I'll ever have There's a park I like to go Where there's no one there I know It's the only place I do not think about you You are the drain inside of me

about

Sophia Louise’s music is about three things. Regret. Loneliness. And a concept the Germans might have a very long word for but can only be summed up in the English language as “Fuck Everything.” Raised in the Bay Area on singer-songwriters ranging from Alanis Morissette and Fiona Apple, to Elliott Smith and Joni Mitchell, Sophia found hope in knowing she wasn’t the only one who felt hopeless. And hopefully, her music can do the same for you.

After a few years of playing in New York after college, Sophia moved back to California, trading in the unique kind of depression you get from an endless city winter for the unique kind of depression you get from a literally endless LA summer. That’s what her debut EP “Idiot Box” is all about. The hypnotic, comforting snow of a TV at 4 AM when you can’t sleep, drowning out all the thoughts that are keeping you up. It’s about the loss you feel for a moment you somehow missed, a thing you could’ve said or done, the longing you have for the person you could’ve been or been with, and how sometimes the only way to tune out all those voices and do something about it is to say even louder: “Fuck Everything.”

Melancholy but defiant, nostalgic but cynical, Sophia Louise’s songs are lyrically deft and evocative in their storytelling and emotional insight, her sound just as indebted to grunge as it is to folk. To paraphrase Portlandia, the dream of the ‘90s is alive in this EP. She got out of bed to write these songs, maybe they’ll get you out of bed, too.

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released August 24, 2018

Music & Lyrics by Sophia Louise Holtz

Sophia Louise Holtz – Vocals, Acoustic Guitar
Marcus Rinehart – Electric Guitars, Arrangements
Evan Moore – Drums
Jake Flynn – Bass (Tracks 1 & 3), Piano (Track 2)
Zackary Darling – Bass (Track 2)

Engineered & Mixed by Zackary Darling
Mastered by Alan Douches
Recorded at The Doghouse LA

Cover Art by Sophia Louise Holtz

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